Letters in the Night

A few days have gone by. Life has pulled me away from writing. Living hurts but thats reality I guess. I will try to post more but sometimes am not in the mood. Besides I am only writing for me. so this looks even worse. blah.

No drugs will numb
the pain I wish to share
you can have a piece
if you wish to dare

waking in cold sweat

"wont save her from herself"
The song keeps playing
I already know I've lost
part of me keeps praying

the dream that never ends

she will never be the one
for all I receive is pain
I accept this and try for more
wanting her to speak my name

the mirror inside my soul

whenever I look into her eyes
the memory fills my mind
the prize I can never attain
the treasure I can never find

shows me your face

born half a person searching
for one to complete my life
all I ever wanted from her
to live as husband and wife

in the nightmare that never ends